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Tomorrow is my birthday!!! trying to prepare everything and even the mood is good :3 no matter what happens tomorrow I want to make it a great day!!!!

It happened again. I'm sorry. Now it is very difficult for me and it takes all my energy and time. I’m stuck in that loop again. I take tons of photos, change lighting, location, outfits, angles, poses, everything. I try every possible option — and still, I’m unhappy with the result. I’m not even sure about the set I posted today... I love the process of creating photos, but somehow, when I start looking at the outcome, I feel disappointed with everything. The lighting: either too plain, or too dark, or too bright, or too colorful... Shadows are either too harsh, completely gone, or just boring. The poses: standing — too dull. Standing straight — even worse. Unusual standing pose — looks weird. Complicated or sitting pose — can’t really see the body properly and it just looks uninteresting. Shot from behind? Boring. Shot from the front? Too typical. Side view? Just... odd. And that kind of nitpicking happens with every detail. It took so much effort just to pick something for today’s post. It’s kind of a nightmare and I don’t understand why I’ve ended up here again. I guess I’m just way too demanding when it comes to the final result…

I really liked making clothes from soft tapes, I think that I should buy more tapes and make different outfits :3 Maybe even cosplay in this style? #skinny #tiny #small #egirl #petite #teen #altgirl

Recently there was a very beautiful thunderstorm

Wishing everyone a lovely day! Less than three days left until my birthday!!! It looks like there’s a 90% chance I’ll be spending it at a water park after all. Although it’s still quite a trip to get there — it’s pretty far — but it actually looks like a real water park! And I think that’s the only thing I’m almost sure about x) For someone who usually celebrates birthdays in front of the computer with some tasty food, it feels both unusual and a bit tricky to plan everything out

Beautiful sunset, isn't it? Hey, everybody. The last few days have been a thinking trap. In the picture you can see the remnants of Jinx tattoos on my body. A few days ago i did a big Jinx cosplay in a new style. After that as you remember my eye hurt. unfortunately I can't show you that cosplay yet. I'm very disappointed with how it turned out. I opened different photos and videos of this cosplay many times and at first glance everything was fine, but if I looked at the photo for more than 2 seconds I just hated what I did and didn't like anything. for the last 2 days I just kept trying to find at least 1 file that would suit me. today I found myself in a loop of negative thoughts and that loop needs to be broken. This was especially hard to accept considering how much effort I put into that cosplay. But the loop of negative thoughts was broken and I decided to create something I would love. today when I finished creating tape swimsuit I found an incredibly beautiful sunset. I was happy to have time to take such unique photos. The Jinx cosplay will be redone. I need to order new lenses x) I'm trying to take it as an experience now.

My eyes and the fatigue still won't let me work properly, so here's a video I prepared earlier. Today I'll rest and try to recover-definitely need to buy some eye drops. Hopefully I'll still manage to get at least a little bit of work done #skinny #tiny #small #egirl #petite #teen #altgirl #gamergirl

I'm fine, I just worked all day on the photoset, I even used lenses! But I'm incredibly tired now and I've damaged my eye with a lens and it's very hard for me to work now. I'll try to make a post today, but if I can't, I'll post it tomorrow Photos seems to have turned out wonderful. I've never been photographed for so long Now I'm lying with my right eye closed :D

I am convening an online meeting of experts in the comments! The goal is to find out what kind of hosiery it is! I've struggled to figure it out to find a suitable subreddit, but all I find are either stockings, which should be sheer, nylon which is also sheer, or knee socks, which are fleecy What am I wearing? I don't understand x)

Oops horizontal video in a vertical internet world I really want to shoot horizontal content but it's like modern websites are less and less focused on horizontal content and more and more on vertical content!!!! But I thought that shouldn't stop me. I want to do horizontal content, I just need to figure out how to adapt it to social media. #skinny #teen #tiny #egirl #altgirl #petite #gamergirl #geek #nerdy #stockings

Good morning everyone! Only one week left until my birthday! I’m in a great mood! Originally, I was planning to go to a water park and then to a sauna for my birthday. But... I couldn’t find any real water parks nearby, so I’m reconsidering my plans. The good news is, I did find a Japanese sauna — an onsen! Does this make me an old lady if I want to spend my birthday in a sauna? :D I’m not sure if I’ve mentioned this before, but I definitely know one place I won’t be going — bars or anywhere like that. I’ve never been, and I don’t feel like starting now. Crowded places like that make me uncomfortable, and I don’t like alcohol anyway. But I do know exactly where I want to eat :3 At this point, it seems like I’ll just enjoy a delicious meal and treat myself to some quiet rest. Still, there’s time to come up with something else!

Good morning! My leg stopped hurting and yesterday I took new photos and videos! You can consider this video a demo version, or not X) I missed the gloomy photos and videos, after all, they have a special vibe if I manage to put the light well. This time everything worked out! The mood is wonderful, I feel great, today I want to create something cool again Such a cheerful post after yesterday's sadness #skinny #tiny #small #egirl #petite #teen #altgirl #goth #gamergirl

I look at this video and envy myself. right now my knee hurts and I can't sit like this. i wonder what happened but it will probably go away soon. i have plans for new photos today #skinny #teen #petite #cosplay #cosplayer #small #egirl #gamergirl

Hey everyone! I wanted to share something about my sleep dreams. There’s been a very clear pattern over the past year in what I dream about. And the number one recurring theme is… drum roll… RPGs. But not fantasy game worlds — it's the real world, just with loot, monsters, leveling up, and progression systems. Usually the dream starts off normal, and then it gradually shifts into an RPG setting. And honestly, it’s incredibly fun and fascinating. I used to dream about games I had recently played, but now it’s something else entirely. And today, I had a dream where my birthday was treated like a level-up, and I was trying to figure out which perk to choose! :D

Today feels a little strange. I'm not sad or happy—just somewhere in between. Nothing really happened, but there's this soft fog inside. And I keep thinking about all the things I wanted to do… but didn’t. Sometimes the day just slips away, and you can’t quite catch it. It’s not good or bad. It just is. Maybe tomorrow, I’ll finally catch up with myself. But at least right now, I'm cooking a really nice dinner

So I made a picture to show you what I mean

Is it just me, or do I look a bit like Shadowheart (White ver.) from Baldur’s Gate 3 here? I can’t unsee it now :D When I was taking this photo, I briefly thought I resembled her — I guess it’s just the makeup and hair color. Let’s just say it’s the secret love child of Frieren and Shadowheart 💜

Good morning everyone Although the video is from yesterday morning, now I have good morning too Or not a very good morning? Everything seems to be fine. It's just that at night and in the morning I constantly woke up because of thunderstorms and a leaking window to wipe the floor. The first time I woke up when I was frightened by a strong wind and closed the window and the door to the balcony a little. The second time I closed the windows completely. The third time I heard thunder and saw rain and removed everything from the balcony that could get wet. And then I woke up to a loud thunder that shook the walls and saw a huge puddle that needed to be wiped. It's funny, but today it is planned to fix this leak, but because of the rain, no one will come :D In general, I feel sleepy, but everything seems to be fine And you can also observe the mess, which by the evening of yesterday I finally cleaned up #skinny #tiny #small #egirl #petite #teen #cute

Goth Frieren v2 Made myself some breakfast and I’m slowly getting ready to start the day. I’ve got a lot of plans piling up, so I’d like to at least get a few of them done. I think it’s also time to update some profile info here and there — give everything a little refresh. I’m in a great mood today, so I’ll try to make good use of that energy 💜

Good morning everyone! The weather’s been really interesting lately — during the day it’s insanely hot, but at night it gets cold with thunderstorms. It kind of feels like I’m living in a constant contrast shower By the way, I don’t use air conditioning at all. That might surprise you, considering how hot it gets in Thailand, especially during this time of year. I used to turn it on only for photoshoots, but now I don’t use it at all. On the one hand, it’s a good thing — I don’t suffer when I’m outside the house and I don’t feel a huge temperature difference. But on the other hand, I freeze whenever I go to a store, shopping mall, or get into a taxi. Honestly, I might have gotten sick not from any virus, but just because the air in those places is way too cold. #skinny #teen #petite #small #egirl #alt #tiny #small

Hey hey! I totally didn’t plan to become gothic Frieren again, but once I put the skirt and corset on correctly and swapped out the swimsuit — I just couldn’t resist! This time I really love how the look turned out, and I had such a great time shooting a full photoset :3 I’m not sure if you’ll notice the difference, but to me it’s huge. Last time, I couldn’t focus or feel good about anything, but this time I was actually happy to work and create. Also… I completely lost track of time — turns out my birthday is in less than two weeks! :O I might want to plan something, but I’m still unsure what I actually want. Maybe a water park? Either way, I’d love to hear what your coolest birthdays were — maybe I’ll steal a few ideas! #cosplay #goth #egirl #teen #tiny #petite #alt #skinny #small

Oh, and I forgot to clean the mirror too — I definitely need to redo everything: put the costume on properly and clean the mirror. But hey, at least you'll have something to compare it with later :D So, I've finished Dragon Age: Origins! I'm a hero now :3 Such an amazing game — now I really want to go back to Dragon Age 2 to see what happens next, especially hoping to meet Morrigan again and find out what’s going on with her child… I barely remember anything about the story, which makes sense considering how long ago I played it. BUT NOT RIGHT NOW! I need to focus on work, and I want to work. Besides, I’ve recovered now. Good games can pull you in so deeply — sometimes they’re a beautiful escape, and other times… a dangerous trap #skinny #teen #tiny #petite #cosplay #small #egirl #cute #gamergirl

Hi everyone! Though I’m a bit late today... Let me tell you about my silly little mistake and how inattentive I can be sometimes. You know, this is actually the second time I’ve worn this outfit — and both times it felt… off. The first time it was a cosplay, and this time just a little bunny girl look. But in both cases, taking photos felt awkward — nothing looked quite right and I couldn’t figure out why. Well, turns out I was wearing the costume wrong! I had no idea the corset is supposed to go right under the bust. I’ve never worn corsets in everyday life and just assumed they were for the waist only. So I ended up taking just a few photos while feeling frustrated, and only later realized my mistake. Now I’m thinking of redoing the shoot properly. Silly me! But hey — no promises it’ll actually look better just because I wear it the "right" way :D I guess we’ll find out tomorrow (hopefully)!

And well… a few photos wouldn’t hurt either, right? Honestly, I feel amazing today. The treatment is going perfectly — no side effects, no discomfort at all. I’m still playing Dragon Age: Origins and slowly making small plans for tomorrow. When it comes to offline games, I think RPGs are definitely my favorite — things like Baldur’s Gate, Divinity: Original Sin, and Dragon Age. They give that special feeling of a journey. Some other games give me a similar vibe, though in a slightly different way — like the Fallout series, The Elder Scrolls (Oblivion was my favorite), and Cyberpunk 2077. God, I’d love to replay the Oblivion remaster when there’s even a small discount on Steam. As a kid, I had the collector’s edition — it came with a T-shirt that my mom ended up taking for her workouts :D And I really regret never playing Morrowind...

Hi everyone! Today I made a bit of content in regular home clothes. You might be surprised why I’m wearing a t-shirt instead of a tank top at home — but it’s just because all my light clothes are being washed right now :3 #skinny #teen #tiny #small #petite #egirl #alt #gamergirl #geek

Good morning! The medications are starting to work and I'm getting better!! I have a whole bunch of things here: antibiotic, diuretics, anti-inflammatory, probiotics and of course herbal tea :3 Very soon I will recover completely!! In the evening I hope to take photos :3 And now I'm going to share with you an old piece of video from a custom order. Even the bed here is not the same as I have now #skinny #tiny #small #egirl #petite #teen #cute

Hi everyone! I'm so ashamed that I strayed from my planned schedule. I really hate when i set a plan and then something happens and i just can't stick to it. I hope I’ll feel better soon. In the meantime, I’m still playing Dragon Age: Origins. I'm more and more tempted to cosplay Morrigan. Theoretically, I could make a full cosplay, but the pants and skirt seem like the most difficult parts. Of course, no ready-made versions are sold anywhere, and even adapting existing ones wouldn’t work. It’s moments like these when I really regret not buying a sewing machine and a 3D printer yet — they’d make the process so much easier. That said, I already figured out how to make the necklace and have a good idea of how I’ll create the top part of the outfit. This desire has really taken hold of me. I think this year, I’ll treat myself to a birthday gift — buying materials for the cosplay and starting the project.

Hi everyone! I'm really glad I went to the doctor today and got some tests done. I started feeling worse today, but now I know what's going on and how to treat it. I think I'll fully recover soon! And oh my god, Dragon Age: Origins is such an interesting and enjoyable game. Now that I can finally play properly, I’m really happy and exploring the world’s story with so much excitement. Games from my childhood era are truly amazing. Though, I have to admit the combat system made me grumble a bit while I was getting used to it. Now I kind of want to cosplay Morrigan... who knows, maybe I actually will!

As a result, I fight the crashes of the game :D I thought I would fight monsters... Updated: replaced the standard exe with a patched one by regular players. Crashes almost stopped and became rare

Hi. Actually, the photoset with the water droplets also included some shots with a cool mesh T-shirt. I haven’t seen the doctor yet — I’m going tomorrow since that’s the earliest day they’re available. But it seems like I may have recovered on my own completely. Still, I’ll go just to make sure everything’s okay. My mood suddenly became really strange — almost like that recent episode, but I’m keeping it under control. I’d go for a walk, but it’s very sunny and hot outside right now. Maybe in the evening. Or maybe not. I’m thinking of trying Dragon Age: Origins. I played the second game a long time ago and really liked it. Maybe this one will take me back to that time. Overall, things aren’t too bad. I even managed to get a bit of work done today.